how.

time = money

countdowning was fun.
sentosa was foammmy!
but not me =>>


the hotel there.is fabz!!
nice toilet!


pictures were aplenttyy!


end of january..awaits. my decision.
sigh. job or no job.


love my friends for wishing me merry xmas
and happie new year!


had a family gatherin with z aunties uncles cousins family friends.
talked to me nice nice big brotherli cousin about d future.
i thank him for listening to me.advising me.


but...makin up ones mind is so tough...


i need retail therapy.
lolx

whats your point

christmas is almost here.

almost reaching the one month anniversary.of being attached to a wafer fab.
it has opened new routes for me.thinking...

days of rain cleans the stained atmosphere.

missed an event recently. $.

the company's welfare is pretty good.gift exchange coming monday.

carolling after a long time.makes it a new love.a new story.

found a recreational room where i can take my so missed lunch nap over here.





steps towards you made her feel heavy
anticipating your feelings made her feel drowsy
words out cant be taken back
its a one way track








blue and red gives you purple.

eat.eat.eat

playin with cutlery is so fun~!!

keke =>>
guess how mani ppl i have in my family :pp

shoesAreDbasisTo.aFoothold?

as usual.favourite slippers to school.
then...

in my lab..it decided to fail me.
first solution : lab mate babe said she wld help me tape it with black tape.

so hop hop hop.and she helped me tape it.then walk walk walk.it came off.
so hop hop hop.tried to tape it again.then walk walk walk..you know the rest..


so..i called one of my good friends to help me check out the shoppin arcade.
but......
bcos our lovely school's shoppin arcade did not sell slippers.how sad..
i had to rack my brains!
in the meantime i had to think of a solution.
and my good friend helped me once again!
he said.go to level four to find shoes~
i was like..who has shoes.
and its another of our friend's..he wasnt in school and he left his nice striking nike shoes in the lab.luckily i had socks right..so just nice.

so i had to walk up right..
then i borrowed one of my nice nice lab mate's sandals.his was like size 11?lolx!


okie..this story is goin to be reali long.
so..i took it..and slipped it on..fit!a little lose though.it was yellow =>> and i was wearin 3/4s so it matched a little!

but..i didn wana wear it truout..cos it wasn mine.so i was still searchin for a pair of slippers.
and my lab technician..who was so kind.said..blk 505 has slippers.
they didn even scold me for wearin slippers.when it was forbidden!
so.
after being comfortable in my new nice shoes, i decided to go to 505 to check out the slippers and bring back the shoes to school so my friend wld stil have it.

6pm : good friend and another friend accompanied me all the way to 505.and back.empty handed!
tell you why.
the slippers we saw at 505 were..real cool. : toilet slippers.you noe the white base blue strap kind?LOl!and they were like..hey why dun u get it..we can afford it for u.2.50! hahah =>>
oo well.so nice of them... "rollz eyes"
and then we walked all the way back to yck mrt.it was worthwhile..the test of friendship.
thank you good friend.you helped me alot that day.
oo did i mention.after gettin the shoes.i made a card for shoe's owner.with wires from my lab.it didn turn out to be that beautiful.but o well.he says he took one whole minute to figure what it was about.

so much for my creativity.
but...all in all.it was a happy incident.

i shall : treasure my slippers more
: leave a pair in my locker

haha.what if i didn have my friends tt dae.
wld i be hoppin home?
lolx

la-ing

dont ask me if i am doin fine
dont ask me if i mind
i cant even stand lookin into your eyes
how many it seen, the cries
dont want to be the next one
knowin you is close to knowin none
dont want to be decieved
you make sweetness venomed
your words are so free
why upon them, upon me
i hate your guts
the whole mind it shuts

movinON.to?

few minutes to 6pm
few hours to my presentation
few days to my attachment
few weeks to...i dont know what
lets leave the months and years aside for now......

its was an hour unworth of ear testing.while a really funny lecturer described the pros and cons about attachment.
it was a kinda mood lifter to know where i was posted to and the money i was going to get.
but who knows the down side!!!!!
maybe 5 half days?
maybe formal wear everidae?
my l.o couldn be found anywhere.keek!

the upside
:quite near my house
:pay is ok
:know a familiar face whos goin
:industrial park -- means i wont spend so much.


sighz.


its time to clear my desk in the lab.

its time to say goodbye to the nice place where i can sleep everyday from 12-1,eat breakfast,use the comp,talk to my friends,feel comfortable.
i totally will miss block s's air conditioned toilet with the full length mirror.

its time to clear the photos in my comp, the poems, the works.

i think i will post some photos of my lab soon.

presentation is tmrw.
dying.
report and aes on friday.
dying.



update when i reach home.
chaoz.

handDilemma

its going to be the end of the path.
a path i didn treasure as much till now.
i am goin to miss it.
the people, the laughter, the noise, the books, the scenery, the time, the scanning of cards even.
i can do a whole missing list.
sigh..

oo the story i was previously talkin about,
you can go yahoo and type, a story about a tree,leaf, wind.
interestin..!


why do people always say things they dont mean
wont it be better if they just dont say it


saying something should come from the heart.




i need a new hairstyle.



i know what i will miss the most.
the colourful wires from the labs.

will blog about some shoes incident soon =>>




~feelings are not meant to be tested~
~feelings are not meant to be played with~

your eyes betrayed all your innocence.


i dont like my fingers.
its weighing down my future.
how how how.